Look it took me a long time to post something on this blog, at least like this. Where do I begin??? Been married long time… it is coming to an end… we live together… she has a F_ _ k buddy… for the last year now… and that is fine… I wasn’t feelin it any more… she should not be deprived of love making just because I don’t want to… you can’t and should not try to force things… is the way I feel about it… but, it takes a special kind of person to handle that kind of a situation… I have a lady friend that I talk to… via phone… in Manhattan… not convenient at the moment… we don’t want to rush it… she is in a similar relationship… communication is what we want to focus on… so when the physical thing does happen its off the chain…

If you have read any of the other post that I have typed… I am following my own advise living the words that I espouse… My time is almost up… at the library as my computers are all down… But, I would love to get some feed back…

I just finish up a great conversation with a sister from my old job… in Manhattan… that is part of the reason I don’t say to much… people are sheeple… and talk about surface level things that don’t have to much to add to our lives… It is my hope… that I can add something to your lives and you to mind…

I have a confession to make… I got on tumblr in kind of a dishonest way… and I want to apologize to the person upon who blog I stumbled and consequently started one of my own… you know who you are and I hope you forgive me…. :)

There is kind of forbidden thing going on here with me… but, I’m only human and a man at that… no excuses just a fact… but, I love myself and all of you who read this… and hopefully you of you will respond…

In short I’m weak when it comes to beauty… I love beautiful women… young not too young and old… not too old… but young at heart… a well kept women… health is extremely important to me… vitally important!!!

stay forever young at heart… Don’t give up on life and love… Keep the sex hot!

peace and love to all…